14.9.10

June 22, 2002

My life has been just crazy lately, what with exams and just yesterday I found out that I was moving, not far, but any move is a big thing. Now I'm realizing that all of these changes in my life are only telling me, "you're growing up!" And I am, I'm really realizing that it might not be THAT long before you come into the picture. I could be completely wrong also. I'm only thirteen years old, but I do realize that I don't know everything. Some people say, "You have your whole life ahead of you, kid." But in reality, I'll be an adult before I know it. Right now, as I am growing up, I need all the prayer that I can get. I hope that you pray about me, but I won't condemn you if you don't. Now, and probably until I'm grown (really grown) I'll need you to pray for my faith. Pray that it won't be wavered.

I think that past relationships must be let out in order to have a happy marriage, but right now I have NONE to tell you about. Currently I'm seeking God as to whether I should be dating at all. I think he's telling me to wait. "Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires." Song of Songs 2:7b. Right now that seems pretty clear, and that whole children obey your parents thing... dating is not a "Go" yet. I hope that when we get married you'll tell me about this kind of thing, are you waiting for me? I didn't say that to make you feel guilty, but its something to think about.

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