14.9.10

April 5, 2007

Back on spring break and I'm really lonely and discouraged tonight. You have no idea how much I'd like to just hide in your arms tonight. I really miss having someone who legitimately cares about me, and who finds me captivating and beautiful.

I guess I'm just discouraged. I realize I'm only 18, but I find myself doubting whether or not I'll actually find you. I hardly even know any straight guys, let alone any who are Christian or have the slightest inkling and are single. I just want you now. I've never been the one to want to wait. Delayed gratification is a foreign concept to me.

I just want to feel safe, and loved, and completely accepted.

What are you waiting for?

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