14.9.10

February 20, 2003

I seem to have the whole, don't write for two months thing down pretty well, eh? What's been up? Me? Well, I tried out for "Annie" and you should be proud of your little orphan wife. School's good, we had our course sign ups and it looks like I'm going to have a really full plate. I'm taking drawing & painting, interior design, and photography amongst some other regular classes. Not looking forward to those academics at all.

My! God's been changing me so much lately its unreal. I'm so different from the last time I wrote to you, and you know what, I'm glad. I've been learning a lot about prayer, I'm joining the J.R. Prayer Team and doing a study by Kay Arthur on prayer. I'm getting more comfortable with prayer too, I mean, sure I write it in here all the time, but out loud is another ball of wax.

You know what? I'm wondering how entertaining this is going to be to read. I mean, sure, you get to see how goofy your wife was as a kid, a privilege most men do not get, but the other day to day things... is it really that interesting? Hm, well I suppose that writing it is good anyway, interesting or not!

Have you ever just been thinking and gotten lost in random thoughts? I find myself doing that often. Maybe it's because I'm an introvert of sorts, I dunno. I just keep getting lost in my own mind. Hey, I need to tell you something, I'm going to tell you here because in real life i don't like to admit it... I'm not as brave as you think I am. I'm pretty good at masking and hiding emotion, generally, that's probably why I'm good on stage. A song put it well, "I'm super girl and I'm here to save the world, but I wanna know, who's gonna save me." I'm not brave. So, I don't know, do what you can to save me even though "nothing's" wrong. I'm really pretty unsure on the inside, I'm just not good at crying. Sometimes I want to, but I can't. So you be my hero, okay? Even if I deny it, I need one.

Yeah, that needed to be said. A lot. We'll its 10:30PM and mornings come early around these parts. Plus, tomorrow is when I get to go see the Broadway tour of "Lion King!!"

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