Hi, today is not going to be one of those fun entries and I'm probably going to tear up while writing it. And I want you to know that I'm sorry things went as far as they did. I feel like I'd be breaking a promise if I didn't write this in here.
Last Friday I put myself in a bad situation by a number of dumb decisions... [struck]... And well, I really want to ask your forgiveness. I'm weaker than I think, and I had no idea how hard it would be to say no, that I almost couldn't. Almost didn't. And for that I'm sorry. The Bible says to flee the sinful desires of youth, and I didn't really do that. I've already asked God's forgiveness, and now I need yours. Will you please forgive me?
That's about it. I didn't even include all the details because I feel bad enough about what I did, there wasn't a whole lot more, not really.
In my devotion, it discussed praying for generations, so I think I'm going to write a prayer for you and even for our kids if we have any. So that's what the next part is about.
[prayer preserved in the original book]
I'll talk to you later sweetie, but its way past my bedtime, way past midnight, and I have a busy day tomorrow. I love you with all my heart.
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