Today is father's day, so I think that I'll say a special prayer for you tonight... just think of how special this day will be to you when we are married.
Right now this whole day is hard for me, very hard, it probably will always be because I don't have a father anymore. And I'm not sure if father's day is always on the 16th, but if so, that makes it especially hard because June 17th is the day my father died... Oh, it hurts! I guess when we get married I'll be loving you extra because I never really got to do that with my dad. I just really need you to understand because I never really had an at-home male role model, so I'm hoping that you had one.
Well, I have school tomorrow, so its time for me to pray for you and go to sleep. No, I have an idea, I'll write my prayer in here, just for you...
[prayer is preserved in the original journal]
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