Let's see? What's going on lately? Mexico was awesome, huge! God really showed me some things on that trip and, know what? Despite the heat and all the hard work it was an amazing time for me. In case you're wondering, I did get my answer eventually to my summer problem. And if you can find my journal, the purple one with the yellow flower on it, I can show you. Now we have a new challenge, oh fun!
Mom's getting married again to a guy named Ken. I like him, but its scary. I don't really know how to handle it sometimes. Mom's changing so much, sometimes it feels like I'm not even there and that being a wife is more important than being a mom. And that scares me, it scares me a lot. I've been told that my personality handles change really well, but I think that my personality looks like it handles change well, well its a mess. Right now, I'm just praying that I'll have an enlargement of heart and be able to love Ken and see him as a blessing instead of an intruder. Its harder than it sounds. Unfortunately, I'm still not 100% from dad's death yet, and it still hurts, so I'm praying about that too.
Yeah, this journal is wonderfully optimistic. Bed time, 5:45AM comes early.
Love!
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